Heavy Heart

I just found out one of my high school classmates was playing soccer last night and passed out on the field. Turns out he has a brain aneurysm and is on life support. It's looking like it will be a miracle if he survives. The incredibly sad part? He has two boys about the same age as my kids. I haven't seen Ed in almost 20 years, but I remember him as being funny and kind. Looking at the pictures of his two boys on Facebook breaks my heart. I can't imagine what it will be like for those two sweet faces to grow up without their dad. And it breaks my heart even more to think they may not remember their dad, if he does in fact pass.

My greatest fear in life? Losing a child. My second greatest fear? Leaving my kids behind without a mom. Especially when they are at a young age where they won't remember me and how much I love them. I can almost think of nothing worse.

Prayers to the Planche family. Prayers for healing and prayers for peace with whatever God decides is the right thing in this situation.  I'm sure Ed never thought as he headed out to that soccer game that it might be the last time he saw his family. Let's all remember that we need to treat each time like it could be the last.

Update: I'm sad to learn that Ed passed away this afternoon. My heart breaks for his family. Rest in peace, old friend.